Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Tonight....

I was honest. I told you something I really didn't want to tell you, because I knew it would hurt you. Funny how you can live for so long with a mask, and then when you start to peel it away, things are so stark in comparison to what you were, that it's often a shock to those around you. Odd how you can live so long under a mask and never truly let people see who you are. You know all the right words, you do all the right motions...you get so good at living this way that you often fool yourself. You think you've got it all together and that everything is on track...and then you start being honest . And suddenly your whole world crumbles around you. Makes you wonder if it's worth it...and then you start to see the end of the tunnel, and as much as the process is dark and painful...there is a light.

I was honest because I think it's only fair. Not because I wanted to hurt you.

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At 11:46 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

The night is most darkest just before the dawn.

The truth will set you free!

He that covers his sins shall not prosper;
but whoso confesses and forsakes them SHALL obtain mercy. Prov. 28:13

I am the Lord your God, which brought you out of the land of Egypt: open your mouth wide, and I will fill it. Psalm 81:10

In His presence is fullness of joy.

Remember, you are loved.

 

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