Soccerchic Scribblings

Sometimes I am a wuss...

I like to pretend that things don't scare me in life. I hold my chin up high, put on a confident air and try to deal with life head on. Though the reality is, that sometimes I am just a wuss. I get scared over things I shouldn't, I worry about opinions that don't matter, and I shape my life or reactions based on people or things around me.

I used to see weakness as a very negitive thing. Being afraid of something was somehow a tarnish on me as a person. I've realized that this is not always the case. Sometimes it's okay to be afraid of certain things...sometimes I have to remember that I am just a human, and life can be scary. Sometimes it's okay to cry when you're hurting or to let someone know that the dark still scares you.

I am learning this...slowly, and sometimes painfully. My perceptions of my self or what I should be are not always correct...and it's okay to let people know that life scares you sometimes.

Labels: Ramblings

posted by Adventures of a Girl @ 5:34 PM