Soccerchic Scribblings

In my old age...

I feel that I have become so much more picky then I used to be. I am not sure if it is because I know what I want now, or if it is because I have become cynical and jaded over time.

I don't want to look back on my life someday and wish I loved deeper, cried harder, and took more risks. I mean, I'm sure to some degree there will always be that "I wish I had," aspect. But, I don't want past junk to mar the beauty or potential of today.

Some days though...it's hard, I don't like growing up, and having to lose things or endure things.

If only I could freeze a moment. But then, I'd never get to experience all the amazing moments that would have followed the one I froze. I am just so thankful that I believe that there is more to life then just this...I don't know how people can live believing this is all there is to life. I would have killed myself years ago, if I lived with that belief.

Labels: Ramblings

posted by Adventures of a Girl @ 1:00 PM